I'm a liar.
I've always been a liar. Mainly to myself, denying my own feelings and thoughts, and I analyse the lie with -why? Why am I insisting on not being truthful. It's the most frustrating thing I deal with.
I'm too closed off, in classes I say that I'm not nervous, today I was truthful, acting out a pice from a book in front of one man, and clearly I was nervous. There was no where to hide. I sped through the piece, and i felt nothing, I felt nothing of when acting out this piece. Chris drew the truth from me, I'm nervous and unwilling to give my all, I want to I just won't go to a place that makes and audience believe in me. I have ability, I just won't give my best, all of me.
I must give something of myself, no one will believe in me, I must believe myself, open up.
Talking about the past and releasing parts of myself to a stranger felt good, it was a weight lifted from my shoulders.
I won't be good enough being this guarded. I can be whoever I want to be in this class. I can stop being laid back Kieran, I can be open and make a change in me.
To take a leap of faith yes. Come back, and we'll be young men together again.
INTERACTIVE ARTS STUDENT MMU
Thursday 3 March 2011
Thursday 24 February 2011
Lost and Found
Contact, Manchester are looking for artists to submit ideas for Lost & Found a new upcoming event in June.From Monday, June 6th to Saturday the 11th Contact will host the very first Lost & Found Festival 2011! With this invitation we would like you to tell us how you would like to get involved with the festival, whether that be through a one-to-one performance, an interactive installation, anything!LOST & FOUND 2011Lost & Found is a festival which examines the idea that art and inspiration is found in unusual situations, locations and interactions. We are looking to curate pieces which allow audiences to stumble across art in everyday situations; lose themselves in a piece, in a place and may allow people to find that they are part of the performance.This intricate and inspiring event will be layered with a pick-and-mix of pop up performances, taking place in various locations around the centre of Manchester throughout the week. The festival culminates in a final day of performances and art works which take place in the Contact building, having been inspired or created from collected images, stories and data from the outside world and from the subsequent week of creating around the city.The festival will essentially take the form of two parts:Part IMonday - Friday Lost & Found will be staged around the city-centre at various outdoor venues:Piccadilly GardensA Northern Quarter CafeSt. Peters SquareA Metrolink TramMediaCityUKPart IIDay-long event at Contact throughout the entire building.So with this in mind we would like you (although it is not absolutely required) to come up with a two part idea. One to take place outside of Contact, and the other to take place inside Contact. These can act as companion piece or as one being a response to the other.Creative works may cross the boundaries between theatre, art, photography and digital media and in the process opening new creative opportunities and collaborations.The idea of ‘Lost and Found’ is not only used as a curatorial theme and a spring board for discussion, but also a tactile image and framework for the event – an event which is like a lost and found box of hidden treasures. We would really like you to take this idea and run with it.For this submission process we will be taking your ideas via e-mail until the closing date of Friday, March 18th. From there, we will have a Pitch Party at Contact on Tuesday, March 29th at 7pm @ Contact in Space 2.If you have any questions about the festival, the submission process or any other inquiries feel free to ask.The members of Contact's premier young producing and programming scheme Re:Con are the creators and organizers of Lost & Found.Thank You, Good Luck and Start Pitching!Re:Con
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Tuesday 22 February 2011
Reading list
The Man in the High Castle
Theatre of the Oppressed
The Artist's Body
The Corner
American gods
Dreams from my Father
Motion Picture and Video Lighting
Trainspotting
The Illiad
Theatre of the Oppressed
The Artist's Body
The Corner
American gods
Dreams from my Father
Motion Picture and Video Lighting
Trainspotting
The Illiad
Wednesday 16 February 2011
QUOTE
“Me too. I want to know God, and I want Him to know me. I want Him to know that I'm still here. That I'm still stuck in this place.”
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